Less than two months!

Been praying a lot, Puma and I. Unfortunately I am not skilled or trained well enough anymore to keep my emotions in check. That is why God has blessed me with such an amazing husband-to-be. He listens to my venting, holds me when I need it, and once I'm done he offers reason. We pray to God, discuss with each other how each situation needs to be handled, then support and praise. It's hard. 

With that said: Oh. My. Gravy! Two months until I get to marry this amazing man. This blessing that has turned in to my best friend. Just. Wow. 

Gears are being made in batches. They are turning out wonderfully. 

I finally worked out that part of my depression was still trying to cling to a small wedding. Even to the point of excluding my family. This has been remedied. My amazing sister in law is now a bridesmaid, and my brother a groomsman. My other brother will be escorting one of Puma's grandmothers. And we found a solution to my lack of grandparents creating an empty row: the amazing H family! Their trio of amazing daughters are our banner bearer, ringholder, and flower girl. That's right, a girl is being the ring holder, booyah. 

We have accomplished a ton. But we still have a ton to do.